Ripping the bandaid off
May. 17th, 2016 11:23 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
So it's pretty bad when the original mod withdrawals from her own RP, but I've already come to the conclusion that I'm no longer fit for keeping this game alive and updated. AL has done a great job and I'm happy someone else can keep this alive and that others are having fun with it, but now I'm facing another issue.
It's not just not having to the motivation to actually do mod work (which isn't far for you guys), but I haven't really even looked at Imp tags lately with any motivation which is a really sad thought. I really hate the idea of just completely leaving, but I've been sticking around purely for the sake if my assistance was needed.
I've loved the CR I had with people and I wish I was better at tagging all of you, but now it's clear that I just need to rip off the bandaid and say it's not working for me. You have no idea how much this bugs me to feel this way, but I'd feel even worse if I lingered and didn't do crap around here. Thank you all for being so patient with me over the course of nearly a year. I can't tell you how much I appreciate it. I can't even say that I've been busy for a lot of this time. For a good chunk of time that would be true, but besides the obvious RL and money issues (trying to find a new job), I have no excuses.
If anyone would like to defriend me on plurk [Sugoitera] due to this, feel free. I'd love to still do memes or musebox stuff with you guys. The one thing I want the most is to see everyone enjoy the game even if I sort of burned myself out.
Sasha and Gou will be returning home and Louise will just poof again.
It's not just not having to the motivation to actually do mod work (which isn't far for you guys), but I haven't really even looked at Imp tags lately with any motivation which is a really sad thought. I really hate the idea of just completely leaving, but I've been sticking around purely for the sake if my assistance was needed.
I've loved the CR I had with people and I wish I was better at tagging all of you, but now it's clear that I just need to rip off the bandaid and say it's not working for me. You have no idea how much this bugs me to feel this way, but I'd feel even worse if I lingered and didn't do crap around here. Thank you all for being so patient with me over the course of nearly a year. I can't tell you how much I appreciate it. I can't even say that I've been busy for a lot of this time. For a good chunk of time that would be true, but besides the obvious RL and money issues (trying to find a new job), I have no excuses.
If anyone would like to defriend me on plurk [Sugoitera] due to this, feel free. I'd love to still do memes or musebox stuff with you guys. The one thing I want the most is to see everyone enjoy the game even if I sort of burned myself out.
Sasha and Gou will be returning home and Louise will just poof again.